Thursday, September 23, 2010

Life is a rollercoaster

I am afraid I may have sat a standard  for posts in the last on that I can not hope to really keep. I was surprised by the number of comments telling me that it was good and I thank you all. I did not get to make a post yesterday because I was fairly busy with things going on at school. Actually I lie. I hung out with friends then when to another house and talked with him till very late at night.

Monday for me started off very bad with my architecture review and I received a lot of comfort here. Then I was in a very serious mood on the Tuesday and the resulting post was made. Yesterday was crazy in it own right. It started off basic enough with me skipping class because of a lack of sleep. It was boring to be blatant. All I really did was play on blogs. Latter that night, I started texting one of my new friends back and forth a few hours. Then he offered to come pick me up and take me to his place. I agreed and we hung out till well in the morning talking about very nerdy things. Like DBZ Kai and psychoanalyzing various characters from the series. To make a long story short he ask me out on a date by the end of the night. :)

We are going to go eat Italian at a little local restaurant  on Saturday. I am very excited and happy about this, and I have continued to hang out with him a lot over the last two days. I must also admit that I am very nervous and scared about the affair. While he makes me feel safe and very comfortable, I don't know much about relationships. This is the first one that I have truly been in with the person actually being physically there.  I know it is just one date and nothing else might happen after that but I can not help but feel hopeful.

Now of course there is a downside. He is very good at distracting me from work, and that is my fault. I love to hang out with him and well I will pretend to to have work just to do so. This does not bold well for my classes. Also I am very happy right now and they always say that you have to be miserable to be an artist. I have a feeling latter on he is going to get to know my studio space very well.

21 comments:

  1. italian food is thee best. good luck with work btw

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  2. Hey you met a guy good for you :D Hope things work out and get better for you :) But yea don't get too distracted from your work. Set some quiet time where you just work without any outside distractions.

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  3. "You have to be miserable to be an artist." I've heard it and used to say it. I realized that for the truly creative person it is not being miserable that creates the art, but the muse of their soul fighting off sadness.

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  4. you have a good thing going on there. seriously, all you need is to balance those things and thing will come out all right.

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  5. I'll be sure to check back tomorrow :)

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  6. I am happy and excited right along with you! I expect details!

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  7. TELL me he's taking you to Anthony's for dinner :3 I miss their fettucine SO MUCH--and their ranch dressing must have cocaine in it or something. I spent so much money there :P

    Just be relaxed, dear! Pretend it's just hanging out another day with a nicer tablecloth. You can still talk about the same nerdy stuff, and be awesome friends--just with the possible future results of more dates!

    So happy for you, keep us updated!

    As for misery and art, I'm finally back on the art bandwagon after a very long stint away--a time when I was completely miserable and in a failing marriage. Now that I'm happier and feel more free, it took some time to adjust, but now I'm just as productive, if not more-so than ever! Creativity and the Muse are what you make of them--stay around artistic people, open yourself to new possibilities, and you'll be fine :)

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  8. hehe so italian and your studio :) sounds cool

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  9. I love Italian food, just recently though I had a bad experience with it -_- lol. Naj is right, you got good things going on, just try to balance everything out...and remember too much of a good thing is bad!

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  10. this is quite engaging. i'm on board.

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  11. nom nom nom Italia. Hope it all goes well, keep us updated

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  12. delicious! good post, keep it up! supporting :)

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  13. Had spread their cursed deed, and honourd name Following!

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